The whole of the day was spectacular. Sun sparkled high in the blue of everywhere while a warm breeze lofted through the air, even blowing through my hair. A splendid sort of day, one where convertibles peeked out of garages for the very first time. And yet, only a few short moons before a picture postcard of another sort grabbed me by the hand, luring me out to play.
I remember fingers of ten pushing down keys, naturally lifting them up while I sat behind a keyboard of basic black. Earlier, I woke with a horrible migraine headache, my own Chronic Condition. I visit a neurologist regularly, keep a ‘headache diary’ and know that prescription medication must be swallowed at the earliest onset in order to keep the pain at bay. Hoping it will go away.
Hours before, rain had drizzled from the sky of night, dazzling the pavers of our driveway. Glancing out long narrow windows of the turret in my office library, they glistened and looked brand new. Mist hovered in the air surrounding them like tiny beads of steam bubbling on a glass door of clear during a hot shower.
As the morning went on, I continued to work while glaring at my computer screen. Simple sounds of soft keys clicking up and down began to SCREAM at me. Temples on each side of my head pulsated in unison. What to do? My headache was going to be endured regardless. Literally, I threw caution to the wind. Tossing on a raincoat, I drove to the nearest walking park near a lovely winding river. I wanted to take deep breaths, to breathe cool damp air deep into my lungs, hoping my head would not be worse for wear.
The cool squishy ground together with puddles here and there were a gift to me. The park was mine alone. It was hushed quiet except for birds hiding in overgrown woods surrounding the grounds. Grasses were golden damp while trunks of trees were painted green with stripes of lime colored moss. Venturing toward the nearby river, toes of boots nudged piles of musty leaves, soaked from the rain while squirrels played tag a few steps away.
Around the bend I discovered a dead-end. Erosion from the river had eaten a two lane road totally away together with most of the trail, making it unsafe for any passers-by. There was nothing to do but turn around.
Upon reaching my car, I shook my head in disbelief. No more headache. I thanked God for this relief from pain. Taking in one last look around the park, I noticed a Robin strutting close by. Bright red in breast, he tossed a pink worm. Up…up…up into the air, fresh from a cocoa colored puddle that lay atop the grass of golden brown.
Never thankful for a migraine headache, everything truly happens for a reason. Sometimes hidden until later, waiting for the curtain to be parted or a season of newness to begin.
Yes, always a Lesson for me.
Chronic Conditions & Life Lessons 